"i'm just a little girl lost in the moment...
i'm so scared but i don't show it"
yes that's me... a girl who is confused, scared and has all this questions in her head.
but i have to grow up and move on with my life... whatever happens, life will always be beautiful. =)
my story...
I'm the girl who smiles a lot and laughs a lot, who sees a glass of water half full, who has big dreams, and who believes in happily ever after.
then something happened...i fell in love with my best friend...my gay best friend.
why oh why? huhuhu
i'm not really sure if this is being "in-love"... but it seems like it.
or am i just confused? you see, i am 100% sure that I love him as a friend. i really care for him, he is my best friend!
but then he fell in love with someone else... then i've never been so jealous in my whole life! =(
maybe i'm just jealous because i felt left out. i felt like i'm losing my best friend.
i'm losing my best friend to someone he hardly knows and who hardly knows him!
We tried to work it out but it seems like there's nothing i can do.
We only ended up fighting more and more.
and he just chose... i never really asked him to choose...but he did anyway,
it's his new found love, not me.
i'm concerned...scared...jealous...confused...lonely...angry...i feel rejected...betrayed...sad...
can all these emotions just come one by one?
it's too much!
this is my first heartbreak and my best friend can't comfort me because he is the reason why my heart is aching. can i please fast forward time? i hate being this sad and lonely.
it's time to move on.
a friend once told me that to get over a break up or an unrequited love you must stay away form the source of the heartache.
No contact for a minimum 0f 60 days.
that's a rule.
oh...60 days?
i've tried it but i failed...once, twice, thrice...
but breaking the rule didn't work out.
i told you we only ended up fighting more.
it only helped in ruining our friendship.
so this time, i'm serious.
60 days it is.
i'll just keep myself busy for 60 days.
each day i will try something new.
something that will keep me busy and happy.
and 60 days of absolute no contact starts now.
so help me God.![]()
i'm so scared but i don't show it"
yes that's me... a girl who is confused, scared and has all this questions in her head.
but i have to grow up and move on with my life... whatever happens, life will always be beautiful. =)
my story...
I'm the girl who smiles a lot and laughs a lot, who sees a glass of water half full, who has big dreams, and who believes in happily ever after.
then something happened...i fell in love with my best friend...my gay best friend.
why oh why? huhuhu
i'm not really sure if this is being "in-love"... but it seems like it.
or am i just confused? you see, i am 100% sure that I love him as a friend. i really care for him, he is my best friend!
but then he fell in love with someone else... then i've never been so jealous in my whole life! =(
maybe i'm just jealous because i felt left out. i felt like i'm losing my best friend.
i'm losing my best friend to someone he hardly knows and who hardly knows him!
We tried to work it out but it seems like there's nothing i can do.
We only ended up fighting more and more.
and he just chose... i never really asked him to choose...but he did anyway,
it's his new found love, not me.
i'm concerned...scared...jealous...confused...lonely...angry...i feel rejected...betrayed...sad...
can all these emotions just come one by one?
it's too much!
this is my first heartbreak and my best friend can't comfort me because he is the reason why my heart is aching. can i please fast forward time? i hate being this sad and lonely.
it's time to move on.
a friend once told me that to get over a break up or an unrequited love you must stay away form the source of the heartache.
No contact for a minimum 0f 60 days.
that's a rule.
oh...60 days?
i've tried it but i failed...once, twice, thrice...
but breaking the rule didn't work out.
i told you we only ended up fighting more.
it only helped in ruining our friendship.
so this time, i'm serious.
60 days it is.
i'll just keep myself busy for 60 days.
each day i will try something new.
something that will keep me busy and happy.
and 60 days of absolute no contact starts now.
so help me God.
